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        POEMS




BY LEIGH GORDON GIL TNER













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     COPYRIGHT 1900

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70 THE MEMOR Y OF M Y MO THER

 
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                    Contents


In Woodland Ways                                   9..       .  g
Ashes of Roses                                      I.    .
A Challenge                     .             .    I3
And Yet  .   .    .   .
The Master-Player               .                 .
Afterbloom                    .               .    17
To Bliss Carman                                     s..             . I
When Love Passed By   ..                      .    9
Hedonism .. . Euthumisn.i..     ..              2 1-22
Under the Leaves          .             .
Carmen                  .       .                . 23
To R. D. MacLean                              .    26
Love and Death                                    2.       
A Winter Landscape              .             .    27
Roses and Rue             .     .     .            28
Severance       .   .   .   .   .     .       .    47
Spartacus  .    .   .   .   .   .   .       .   .  48
The Dead Leader         .   .   .   .         .    50
Hagar         .     .   .   .   .   .       .   .  51
Flower-Fancies..    .   .   .   .         .   .  2-53
Circe    .   .    .   .   .   .   .     .   .      54
To A. M. M.     .   .   .   .         .   .   .    55
Loveless        .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .  56
Clytie-The Sunflowe:    .   .     .   .   .   .    57
InBondage  .    .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .  6I
To a Singer       .   .   .     .     .   .   .    63

 





                       Contents

Blossom of Brine                              ,      64
A Memory                                             65
To Margaret                                          66
Regret                                               67
God Bless You, Dear                                  69
Roses                                                71
The Poet                                             72
Shylock                                              72
To Charles J. O'Malley.                              73
Antithesis                                           74
In Fortune's Twilight                                74
Fate                                                 75
The Path of Dreams                                   76
An Autumn Song                                       78
Vain                                                 79
Sartor Resartus .      .   .   .                     So
Illumed         .        .   .
In The Play   .   .    .   .   .                     83
ToE. P. B.      .    .        .
Through The Dark    .85
Preluding                .     .        .            86
The Heights of Silence                .         .    87
Andromeda         .      .   .                       88
Requital                 .                           90
When Fades the Light                    .            9I
Butterflies.  .   .    .                             92
In the Dark Forest                                   93
Insatiate       .      .                             95

 








Zo One tlbo Sleeps



                (Obiit, June Sth, 1894.)

Thto' storm and summner shine for long have shed
Or bltght or bloom above thy quiet bed,
Tizo' loneliness and longing cry thee dead-
Thou art not dead, beloved.  Still witi mne
Are whilom hopings that encompass thee
And dreams of dear dclights that nay not be.
A sleep-adream perchance, dost thou forget
The somentime sorrow and the feveredfret,
Sting of salt tears and long unbreathed regret
Liest thou here thro' long sunshiny hours,
Holding sweet converse with the springingflowers,
Harkinig the siingz-ing of the warm sweet showers
That fall like happy tears . . . dost hear
The birds that unafraid assail thine ear-
A nd yet art silent when I whisper   Dear,
          Dost thou not hear
                         7

 



To One [Who Sleeps



Lying so low beneath the bending grass
In long, still smiling tranced for aye-alas!
Thou dost not harken when mny footsteps pass.
If haply I some tender thing should tell
Thee of the springtime flowers thou once loved zwell-
A nemone and shining asphodel;
Should steal from Nature some enchanted lay,
Some bird-song lilted where green branches sway--
Heart-music that could stir thy heart alway;
Should call thee by the old find name again,
Should tell thee all a heart's enduringpain
And long rememb' ring, would'st thou mnute remain t
Alas! nor sizo nor song can thrill the ear
Tuned to Israfel's music in the sphere
Where things to thee erst dear no more are dear.
          Thou dost not hear!



8

 





   THE PATH OF DREAMS



            In Mooblanb Mlays

Out of the poignant glare, the shadeless heat
Of summer noon, beseech thee follow me
Into the dim, dream-haunted secrecy
The cool, green glooms, the grottoed deep retreat,
Of yon old wood; down aisles of lichened trees-
Grey Merlins clasped by lissom Viviens
Of clinging vine-to cloistered sylvan glens,
Where Nature weaves her fairest mysteries.

Here let us rest a little-find surcease
For feet grown weary of the thridded street
That echoes ever to the ceaseless beat
Of human tread;-a brief while know the ease
Of dreamful rest, to slumb'rous languors stilled
On Orient rugs of dappled mosses spread
In nooks where blossom, purple, white and red,
The flowers Summer's lavish hands have spilled.
                      9

 



The Path of Dreams



Wild woodland creatures near us unafraid,
Some strange enchantment doth the forest hold-
Was that a sungleam, or a wand of gold
By tricksy Puck or wanton Ariel swayed 
Old oaks and beeches open wide their doors
And hamadryads veiled in golden sheen
Floating diaphanous o'er robes of green
Walk with still feet the forest's russet floors.


Lo, here are fairies hid in flower-bells,
There wood-nymphs fleeing from pursuing fauns,
And naiads fleshed with hues of rosy dawns
Lie dreaming by white streams in dusky dells;
We tread dim paths untrod by foot of man
And hark the horn of Dian ringing clear;
While faint, elusive, thin-now far, now near,
Meseems I hear the oaten pipe of Pan.


And while o'erhead the plaining wood-dove grieves,
The cardinal-a wingdd, scarlet flower-
Sprays all the air with song, a golden shower
Of flutes-notes sifting downward thro' the leaves.
                       10

 



Ashes of Roses



Ah, sweet enchantment doth the forest hold,
For Nature's self doth haunt these woodland ways,
My fevered brow on her cool breast she lays
And care slips from me as a garment old.



              Robes ot TRoese

          Skies glooming overhead,
            Autumn winds sighing;
          Bare yonder garden bed,
            Flowers low lying.
          All their rich radiance fled,
          All their pale petals shed,
          Wan wraiths of Summer sped,
            In Autumn's closes;
          Crimson and cream and gold
          Strewn on earth's bosom cold,
          Mingling with umber mold-
                   Ashes of roses.

          See, in yon waning West
            Rich roses blowing
                      11

 




The Path of Dreams



On Heaven's palimpsest
  God's message glowing;
Rose hues and amethyst
Drenched in purpureate mist,
Darkness with Day keeps tryst,
  Night's curtain closes;
Quenched is the burning gold,
Shadowed the upland wold,
Day's fires grow dull and cold
        Ashes of roses.

So on this heart of mine
  Shadows are lying;
Lotus and rue entwine,
  Dim dreams are dying;
Stilled is the thrill divine,
Spilled is the amber wine,
Dimly the cold stars shine;
  Wan age discloses
All youth's bright blossoms dead,
All love's rare radiance sped,
All hope's pure petals shed-
        Ashes of roses.
           12

 



A Challenge



                 Xi Cbaflenoe
To have lived, to have loved, to have triumphed!-
    what more can the world bestow 
I stand at the close of the conflict, my foot on the
    neck of my foe.
Prone in the dust lies the demon Despair, still
    shouting his shibboleth
To the treacherous Amazon dark-browed Fate, and
    her grisly comrade, Death.
To have lived ! To have felt in my veins the surge
    of the rich, red tide of life,
The quickening stir of the strong man's heart that
    thrills to the sound of strife;
To have wrested success from defeat, to have
    striven, and struggled, and won-
Shall this seem a small thing, think you, when the
    Battle of Ages is done 
To have loved ! To have known of all raptures,
    the rapture supernal, divine,
To have felt the throb of your heart on my heart
    and the bloom of your lips pressed to mine;
                        13

 




The Path of Dreams



To have ranked with the gods on Olympus-myths
    tell us immortal Jove
Cleft with his swan-wings the blue of the sky for
    boon of a mortal's love
I have lived, I have loved, I have triumphed ! Let
    Death come, or early or late !
I hurl my challenging gauntlet full in the face of Fate!
Fate may make wreck of a future-how can she
    alter the past 
I have tasted the sweets of life's chalice-why
    shrink from the lees at the last 
How should I cavil at aught that shall come-I
    stand with your head on my breast-
I have fought as I might-I have gained you, be-
    loved  . . . to God's mercy the rest !
Tho' the heavens darken above me and the sky be
    shrunk as a scroll,
In the wreck and ruin of riven worlds, should I
     falter, 0 Soul of my soul 
Tho' the demon Despair, where he vanquished lies,
    still utter his shibboleth-
I fling my glove in the face of Fate and smile in the
    eyes of Death !
                       14

 



And Yet .



                Rnb Lhet .-

Upon the meads where we were wont to stray,
'Guiling with springtime hopes the winter hours,
The Spring has smiled; yon slope that late gloomed
    gray
And sternly sad, 'neath April's tender showers
Grows green and glad again. The rippled grass,
A soundless sea o'er which white cloud-sails pass,
Breaks at my feet in billows foamed with flowers
And blue-eyed myrtle blooms with lashes wet
Smile to me thro' their tears. The skies are blue,
And life is sweet to-day and hope seems true;
My heart is barren of its long regret-
                And yet . . .


The willow wears a wistful green. A dream
Of Summer warmth the wine-sweet breezes hold,
Fair wildings blow-bright buttercups agleam
Like shining sequins scattered on the wold,
And daffodills-a wealth of faery gold.
                       15

 



The Path of Dreams



The building birds their coming bliss presage
With lilt and lyric brimming o'er the page
Of Nature's volume bound in green and gold.
Here 'mid the birds and blossoms 'neath the blue-
Mly heart unburthened of the old regret-
Let me forget long striving to forget;
For life is sweet to-day and hope seems true-
                 And yet . . .



            tbe fflaster-Plaver
Mute was the mighty organ. None might break
The silence that had thralled it since was stilled
The master-hand beneath whose touch it thrilled
To music such as choiring seraphs make-
Until a mightier Master came to wake
Th' elusive chords and subtle harmonies
That lay imprisoned in the cold white keys
And once again the soul of Music spake.
Methought my soul's most perfect melodies
No hand again to sonance could evoke-
A silent harp whose potence none might prove-
                      16

 



Afterbloom



But, lo! one came who swept its chords and woke
Celestial strains, divinest harmonies,
Responsive to the master-touch of Love.



                  tlfterbloom

Gay was her garden as some gorgeous fabric
    Weft on an Orient loom,
Star-set upon the sward quaint, old-time blossoms
    Wrought broidery of bloom.

Verbenas, dahlias, asters, scarlet cannas
    Like torches flaming tall;
(Methought the fair, old face, enframed in silver,
    The sweetest flower of all !)

And one rare rose she watched each year with hoping
    Till the dear eyes grew dim-
But ere a single blossom burst in beauty
    God took her home to Him.
Yet when the Spring next woke the earth to laughter
    And boon of blossom gave,
                       17

 



The Path of Dreams



Starred was the rose with white, unearthly flowers-
    We laid them on her grave.

And so, meseems, the buds we woo most fondly
    Nor light nor perfume shed;
And Love's gold-hearted rose and Hope's star-flower
    Oft bloom when we are dead.



             to It51fis Carman
Great hearted brother to the wilderness,
  Comrade of Wind and Sea! Interpreter
Of nomad Nature! Ere the quick'ning stir
  Of Spring-sap thrills the wood from sullen stress
Of Winter's spell-away from thronged press
  Of urban ways thy wild feet wander far
Tracking the steps of some white Northern star
  Whose rays are beacon to thy restlessness.
Weird mystic of the Northland's mystery,
  Thou 'front'st the Unseen Shadow, nor dost fear
To meet the Scarlet Hunter on the trail;
  Pagan as Pan; to all things sylvan dear,
                      18

 



When Love Passed By



Nature's own vagrant, buoyant, driftless, free-
  All winds and woods and waters cry thee hail!



          Wben love Vasseb Vg

I dreamt of love in the golden glory
Of youth unshadowed by cloud or care;
Steeped in the love-lore of song and story,
I said, "My Love shall be wondrous fair."

I said, '' Her hands shall be filled with flowers,
(My heart shall tell me when Love draws nigh!)
She shall steal sweet boon from the graceless hours,
Her eyes shall be blue as the cerule sky.

" Her hair shall be bright as the stars' gold gleaming,
Her lips shall be red with her heart's rich wine,
Her face shall be fair as my fondest dreaming,
Each pulse of my being shall call her mine!"

Then long for the voice of my heart I harkened,
Tranced in love's hoping-all hope else forgot-
                      19

 




Tfze Palh of Dreams



I waited lonely; the daylight darkened,
The twilight deepened-but love came not.

Then One passed by in the dusking shadows,
The night's dusk shadows slept on her hair-
She passed like a gleam o'er the dew-drenched
      meadows,
And my heart throbbed fast-but she was not fair.

Her face was pale and her dark eyes pleading,
Her smile was wistful and gravely sweet;
She passed me by where I stood unheeding,
And dropped a violet at my feet.

She went her way o'er the silent meadows,
(Ah, traitorous heart that you tricked me so!)
I sat alone in the deepening shadows-
Love had passed by-and I did not know.



20

 



Hedonism   ... Eitllumism



                   1betontsm

Since we must sleep the endless Sleep at last,
Since Life's grim juggernaut 'neath ruthless wheels
Crushes the heart; since Age like Winter steals
On Youth's fair-flowered fields with blighting blast-
Then to the gods our doubts and fears be cast!
Enough of Sorrow ! Joyance is our due.
Gather the roses ! Spurn th' envenomed rue.
Fling to the waiting winds the pallid past.
Steep thee in mellow moods and dear desires
Pluck Love's flame-hearted flower ere it dies;
Cull nectared kisses sweet as morning's breath,
Warm Chastity at Passion's purple fires;
Nepenthe quaff-till drained the chalice lies.
After . . . the shrouded sleep, the dreamless
      dark of Death.



21

 



The Path of Dreams



                 ]utbuintsm
If in the spirit glows no spark divine
If soulless dust return to dust again;
If, after life, but death and dark remain-
Then it were well to make the moment thine,
Bacchante-steeping soul and sense in wine,
In lotus-lulling languors, fond desires
That heat the heart with fierce, unhallowed fires-
Till Pleasure, Circe-like, transform us into swine.
But if some subtler spirit thrill our clay,
Some God-like flame illume this fleeting dust-
Promethean fire snatched from the Olympian
      height-
Then must we choose the nobler, higher Way,
Seeking the Beautiful, the Pure, the Just-
The ultimate crowned triumph of the Right!



22

 



Carmen



             unoer the eaves
The phalanxes of corn stand grim and serried,
    Dull gold the sodden sheaves,
The violets that smiled with Spring are buried
         Under the leaves.

Along the land the Winter's doom is creeping
    All vainly Autumn gricves;
And she who made my heart's sweet Spring is
    sleeping
        Under the leaves.



                   armnen

    Night in Seville, and the twinkle
      Of stars in the far azure set,
    The mandolin's torturing tinkle,
      The click of the castanet !
    Music and wine and low laughter,
      Love and a torment of tunne-
                       23

 



The Path of Dreams



Hate and a poignard thereafter,
  Under the yellow moon.

Here in the night I await her,
  Under the slumberous moon
Yearns my fierce spirit to mate her-
  All my sick senses aswoon
Beneath the wild sway of her dancing
  Passion and pride are at war
Thrall to her amorous glancing,
  Grandee and toreador.

Carmen Gitana, behold her !
  Bright passion-flower of the South
Soft Southern languors enfold her,
  Scarlet the bloom of her mouth
Passionate, sensuous, cruel,
  Raying warm laughter and light,
A ruby-a scintillant jewel-
  Set on the brow of the Night!


Ah, the wild rhythm of her dancing
  Lithe with the jaguar's grace,
                  24

 



Carmen.



Ah, the sweet fire of her glancing,
  The love-litten lure of her face !
And ah, in my fierce arms to hold her
  This strange scarlet flower of the South.
Close to my heart-beat to fold her
  Drinking the wine of her mouth !

Sweet, thou art weary with dancing,
  Sick of the music and light
Praises and overbold glancing-
  Steal with me into the night
Out of the riot of laughter,
  Out of the torment of tune-
Love and close kisses thereafter
  Under the sensuous moon I

Carmen, my fierce arms enfold thee,
  Bright passion-flower of the South,
Close to my hot heart I hold thee,
  Crushing the flower of thy mouth.
Love-for the loving that swayed me,
  Passion-for passion long past-
Hate-for the hate that betrayed me .
  My dirk in your side at the last
                  25

 



The Pat/k of Dreams



             'Co Im ID. I. MacLean

If words were wingdd arrows tipped with flame,
Far-flying thro' the vast of time and space,
If Erato should lend me some rare grace,
Then might I dare to breathe in song your name.
Ah, Player-king, unmoved by all renown,
Acclaim and praise that wait upon your name,
You pluck a laurel from the wreath of fame,
Then, careless of the guerdon, cast it down.



              ILove ant Deatb

Ever athwart Life's sunlit, upland ways
Falleth the shadow of impending Death,
And still Life's flowers beneath his blighting breath
To ashes wither, and to dust, her bays.
W\hat were the worth of hard-won power or praise
Awaits us all the grave-cell dark and deep,
The greedy grave-worm's maw, the awful sleep
                      26

 



A W1Vinter Landscape



When Death his cold hand on our pulses lays.
What then the end of action or of strife
The sphinxdd riddle of the Universe,
Nature's unsolved enigma, who may prove 
Life's Passion Play all blindly men rehearse
But yet our recompense for birth, for life,
For death itself, meseems, is deathless Love



            a Wltnter XanOscape
A mystic world mantled in white simarre
Arachne-spun with argent woof; her wede
Starred with strange crystals wrought from frozen
      spar,
Sprent with pearl frost-flowers; girt with diamond
      brede,
Rubied with berries red as drops of blood,
Befringed with gelid, many-irised gems;
Broidered with lace weft of an elfin brood-
    Hoar filagree to deck her garment hems.
Sheer slanting down the sky an opal light
Pierces the snow-blur's veil of wannish gray,
                       27

 



Tie Path of Dreams



In iridescent sheen, tingeing the dazzling white
With amethystine, gold or beryl ray.
Along the West the transient sunset gleam-
An ardor brief ! Crimson on crimson grows
Till all the waning sky, incarnadine,
    Glows like blown petals of a shattered rose.



              VRoses anD iue

                      I.
A swift thought flashed to my mind that day
When I first saw you, regally tall
'Mid a throng of pigmies-a very Saul-
How some woman's heart must admit your sway,
Some woman's soul to your soul be thrall;
(And though not for me were the rapture to prove
      you,
I thrilled as I thought how a woman might love
      you! )

Then-strange that our eyes for a moment should
      meet
                     28

 



Roses and Rite



And hold each other a breathless space,
That a light as of dawn should leap into your face,
That the lips that were stern should an instant
      grow sweet-
Ere you turned, at a word, with a courtier's grace.
And I knew that tho' many a woman had loved
      you,
Till that moment, the glance of no woman had
      moved you !)



Then you stood at my side and one murmured your
      name,
The proud old name that you worthily wore,
And I drank the soul-chalice Fate's mandate up-
      bore
To my lips, as the fire of your glance leapt to flame
What need were of words  heart speaks heart ever-
      more-
(And I knew that were mine but the rapture to
      prove you,
How deeply, how dearly one woman might love
      you !)
                      L9

 




The PaItw of Dreams



                  II.

Do I idly dream, as the village maid,
Who thinks, as she spins, of a princekin gay
On a prancing steed, who shall come her way
To woo her and win her and bear her away
Thro' the vasty depths of the forest shade
To a palace set in a sylvan glade,-
To love her for aye and a day

Is it like that he with his princely pride-
The son of a proud old race,
Shall stoop with Cophetua's kingly grace
To lift me up to the vacant place,
To reign like a queen at his side
Can the world afford him no worthier bride-
No bride with a queenlier grace 

Aye, a foolish dream for a sordid day
When men seek power-and women, gold-
Gone is the chivalrous age of old
When maids were loving and men were bold,
And good King Arthur held knightly sway!
                  30

 



Roses and Rage



Ah, love and knighthood were laid away
With the cuirass and helm of old.


But a horseman rides to the wicket gate-
All my pulses proclaim it he,
My knight who has parted the waves of the sea,
Who has cleft the wide world in his searching
      for me .....
Fond, foolish, dreaming !-for surely Fate
Decrees him the winning a worthier mate
Than a simple girl like me!

                 III.

    Why does he come to me,
    With his deep, impassioned eyes,
    Stealing my soul from me 
    Surely a high emprise
    For such an one as he
    To smile an hour on me-
    To win a worthless prize,
    Would he might let me be!
                  31

 



The Path of Dreams



      Proud am I-proud as he
      For my name as his is old-
      What should he say to me 
      I have neither lands nor gold.
      Ah, a merry jest 'twill be
      To win my heart from me-
      (The tale wvill be soon told!)
      Would he might let me be!


                   IV.

  Swept, swept away is my vaunted pride
  On a flood-tide of tenderness
  I envy the dog that bounds to his side,
  And the chestnut mare he is wont to ride
  'Cross moor and mead when the day is fine,
  As she lays her head in a mute caress
  'Gainst the arm of her lord-and mine /


                   V.

Ah, silver and gold of the glad June morning-
Gold of the sunshine and silver of dew,
                   32

 



Roses and Rage



Dew drop gems all the meads adorning-
Are love and the rose-time a theme for scorning 
Roses, roses,-dream not of rue
    Am I not loved by you 

Antiphonal to sweet sylvan singers,
The brook with its maddening, gladdening rune!
And my lover's kiss still thrills and lingers,
Lingers and burns on my tremulous fingers
Ah, birds in a very riot of tune
Pour out my joy to the heart of June

He loves me-loves me ! My heart is singing.-
(Heart, oh heart of my heart is it true )
Song on my lips from my soul upringing,
A passion of bliss to the breezes flinging,
Roses, roses-nor dream of rue I
    I am beloved by you.

                    VI.
To be his wife ! Calm all my soul is filling,
A calm too deep for smiles-or even tears
A perfect trust to slumber subtly stilling
      My whilom doubts and fears.
                     33

 




The Palk of Dreams



Each little common thing to me seems rarer,
AMy life each day becomes more dear to me
Love, am I fair  Ah, fain would I be fairer-
        And yet more fair for thee.



Like to a priestess some loved shrine adorning,
I deck the charms but poorly prized, till late,
The beauty once I held too slight for scorning-
        To thee, now consecrate !


As if some god of old had stooped to love ne-
Some star had pierced my darkness with its ray-
I worship thee-an idol throned above me-
        Forgetting thou art clay.



Rejoicing in the gift that God has given,
I may forget the Giver. Love, I fear
Lest I shall e'en forget to sigh for Heaven-
        When heaven for me is here I
                      34

 



Roses and Rue



                VII.

Strange that a love supreme
Should be swayed by a petty pride,
As a straw might turn aside
The swift onflowing tide
Of a mighty seaward stream I



I know that the fault was mine,
But I cannot, will not speak;
How should I, suppliant, meek,
His gracious pardon seek-
Tho' the fault were mine-all mine



Aye, tho' my heart should break,
Something-or pride or shame-
Forbids me that I should claim
As mine the fault, the blame-
Aye, tho' my heart should break I
                   35

 




7ke PaItk of Dr-eams



                VIII.

Last night he came to me,
His dark eyes grave and sweet-
(Eyes that I could not meet !)
To crave my pardon-mine/
With that kingly courtesy
Which makes his least deed fine.


What fiend took hold on me
I would nor speak nor heed,
Tho' he bent his pride to plead-
(He, all unused to sue
Though he sought full tenderly
For a pardon not his due.


Fool! to have played with fire-
Had I not full often heard
How when his wrath was stirred
It burst all bounds and leapt
Higher and ever higher
Like flames by the storm-wind swept 
                  36

 



Roses and Rite



  Yet-tho' his face was white
  With a passion that shook his soul-
  Not once did he waive control,
  Tho' his heart to its depths was stirred-
  He leashed his wrath that night
  Nor uttered one bitter word.

  Pride held me stubbornly dumb,
  Stilling what words I would say,
  While I flung my heart's treasure away,
  While I tampered with fire-to my cost;
  Till I knew the ultimate end had come-
  I had matched pride with love-and lost I

                   Ix.
    What poisoned pen has written
      The words that bar my breath;
    What hard, harsh hand has smitten
      My soul with death

"Love, my lozse "-these the words I read-
  The vzsion and dlream, of a life have died.
Hurt to the hear! Ay Ikze wc'ords yow said,
                    37

 




The Pa/t of Dreams



  Angered, strung by a zounded pride,
  Mad wi/h the thought that your love was dead-
  I have zwedded a loveless, unloved br-ide-
       Would I had died instead /I  

       My heart refuses to understand
       The words that burn my brain;
       Palsied, stunned by a felling blow
       Struck by a cherished hand,
       I am all too numb for pain;
       Dead to a deathless woe,
       Helpless to understand,
           Shall I ever feel again 

                       X.
Awake, alive to pain I The first steel gleam of nmiorn
Stabs deep the heart I thought had shrunk to dust,
The love I prayed might die to loveless scoriu
Awakes and cries. . . Ah, God, how is it just
A fault so slight such meed of pain should pay,
That one mad word in pride and anger spoken
Should leave two lives forever crushed and broken,
Should plait a scourge to lash my soul for aye 
                       38

 



Roses and Rue



How can a just God see men suffer thus -
Unheedful of the cosmic cry of pain,
Unmoved by all the pangs that torture us,
Knowing our prayers and tears alike are vain-
Like to a wanton boy who feels no thrill
Of pity for the weak his strength holds thrall,
Who pins a helpless butterfly against a wall,
Watching the bright wings flutter and grow still.

We are the sport of some malignant Power
Who nails us to our crosses, hard and fast,
Who sees us flutter for a little hour,
Struggle and suffer . . . and grow still at last;
Who hears untouched the ceaseless, cosmic groan
Wtrung from his creatures' tortured lips alway;
He will not hear or heed ! What need to pray
There is no hand to help, We stand alone.


Father, forgive ! I know not what I say,
Frenzied, tortured, torn on the rack of pain
Teach these pain-writhen lips once more to pray-
         Help me to trust again!
                       39

 



The Path of Dreams



                    XI.

      A year! How slight a space
      When winged with ecstasy!
      (An 2eon dark to me.)
He has brought her home-God lend me grace!
To-night in the throng I shall see his face-
      He has long forgotten me.
      A year ! I have learned to smile,
      I have taught my eyes to lie,
I have lived and laughed and sung-the while
      I have only longed to die.




                   XII.

  I have seen him once again,
  There in the throng with his wife
  (An eagle matched with a pitiful wren!)
  Bitter in sooth has his portion been-
  Chained to a clog for life!
                    40

 



Roses and Rue



Strange that our eyes as of yore should meet
And hold each other a breathless space,
That the dawn-light of old should illumine his face,
That the lips that were stern should an instant grow
      sweet,
Touched with the old-time tender grace.
But his eyes were haggard and old with pain
(Traitors to thwart his resolute will !)
They told me the struggle was vain-all vainl
         He loves ine-loves me still.

                      XIII.

    Cruel ! that I should be glad
      That he loves and suffers still,
    Yet how should my soul be sad
    That his passionate, resolute wvill
    Cannot crush the love that is stronger than he,
      The love that is all for me
    The year has left its trace
      (Cover it how he will !)
    On the proud, impassive face
    And I know how he suffers still-
                       41

 



The Path of Dreams



Thrall to a love that is stronger than he,
  A love that is all for me.

Surely, ah surely, I know
  I who have known his love,
I who have loved him so,
What such a bond must prove,
Linked to a loveless, unloved wife,
  Chained to a clog for life



                 XIV.

She loves him not, they say,
Save for his lands and gold
She is narrow, selfish, cold,
Stabbing and wounding his soul each day,
Growing further and further away
From the heart it was hers to hold.

Yet not all blameless he,
A woman is quick to feel
What man would fain conceal;
                   42

 



Roses and Rue



    Surely she can but see
    That naught to his life is she,
    Nay-nor can ever be !

1 am happier-happier far-than he
He is meshed in a galling silken hold,
Bound with a jewelled band of gold;
While I, at least, am free.
An1d I know what his daily life must be,
Linked with a nature paltry, slight,
He with his generous, kingly soul,
Stung and goaded past all control
By a thousand petty barbs of venom and spite.

Once, but once have we met,
And we spoke of trivial things,
Of the changes a twelvemonth brings,
Of late Summner, lingering yet . .
(Ah, how should a heart that has loved forget )
Traitors ever to thwart his will
His eyes confirm what I half divine,
A bitter, bootless victory mine,
He cannot choose but to love me still !
                       43

 




lRie Pasl/ of Drean:,s



                  xv.

Whose was the fault, the blame
She has fled and left him free,
Free ! but a stain of shame
Rests on the proud old name.
At a bitter cost she has set him free-
Free! with a blemished fame.

And he with the pride of his race,
With a resolute, calm control,
Locks in his heart the heart's disgrace,
Shows of his shame no subtlest trace,
Hiding